I'm an Idiot

I can't believe what I just did. I'm a complete idiot.

I just spent the last two hours working on this massive spreadsheet for work. I had been saving it periodically, but didn't realize I didn't save it to my computer, but was saving it in email purgatory. I only realized that after I hit save one last time, and then closed the spreadsheet.

So then I thought, no sweat. I'll just find my temporary email files and find it. Guess what? I just completed a complete computer search, and my computer doesn't find squat. I'm so pissed off. I would go have a shot of something, but I guess that's not allowed either. Damn! Life is hard right now.